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I have gained and lost 70 pounds three times in my life. I was overweight at starting when I was 5 and that was an emotional and 12 I was 200 pounds and my grandfather told that no one would ever love because of excess of fat. So I went home and I started rolling back in my basement four hours a day and I lost 70 pounds in four months.
And then all of a sudden -- I kept it off and then I went to high school and people, when they saw and never talked to me when I was fat. And then when I got to high school no one knew who I was. Literally it was that transformation between junior high school to high school, where I lost this weight, my hair grew up, and my braces came off and it was like, and once I was voted like the hottest freshman.
So no one talked until I was this hot chick, which is so ridiculous because that's why I view myself as this fat chick, because I always had this fat child syndrome problem where I just don't see what everybody look like. And all these guys gave all these attention and then there were rumors that I was a whore and I never dated anybody, kissed anybody. So I kept it off until I went to college and I was a kinesiology majors I was going to be Richard Simmons for little kids and I was going to make sure that no one else is ever fat.
And then I had a breakdown in college and I gained it all back. Then I lost it again and then on September 11th when I was living in New York and I gained it all back to figure out the diet. Then last time I lost the weight I was 200 pounds, I was like 22, 23, and my girlfriend's mother was telling the story about how fat her neighbor and she was this big fat pig and, she was so gross and we were laughing, the story was like the best story and then I met her neighbor and she was so much thinner than I was, and I was like, -- so it was the last time I lost weight.
So this time I have kept it off for five years, but I kept it off for 6 years before so you never know what is going to happen. Can you see me, I have to pull the camera back a little bit. So I am a girl, it happens, it's all.
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